the last embassy
enjelani's journal archives

[ cast of characters ]


notables

weightier subjects:
inferiority complexes
god and npr
god, period
the unprecedented generation
uncertainty
politics: fence-straddling
politics: barfight
great big sloshy ideas

romantic disclosure:
not because i have to,
but because i want to
breaking free
roundabout love letters
on matrimony
sappy romantic interlude

somewhat nicely composed:
in someone else's words
music :: memory
conversations with the past
morning constitutional
time out
if i never loved i never would have cried

turning points:
internet addiction
three feet across
warm fuzzies from the job #1 office
on to other procrastination techniques

[ return to the present ]

by week

21 December 2003 to 27 December 2003
7 December 2003 to 13 December 2003
30 November 2003 to 6 December 2003
2 November 2003 to 8 November 2003
12 October 2003 to 18 October 2003
5 October 2003 to 11 October 2003
21 September 2003 to 27 September 2003
14 September 2003 to 20 September 2003
7 September 2003 to 13 September 2003
24 August 2003 to 30 August 2003
17 August 2003 to 23 August 2003
10 August 2003 to 16 August 2003
27 July 2003 to 2 August 2003
13 July 2003 to 19 July 2003
6 July 2003 to 12 July 2003
29 June 2003 to 5 July 2003
15 June 2003 to 21 June 2003
8 June 2003 to 14 June 2003
1 June 2003 to 7 June 2003
25 May 2003 to 31 May 2003
11 May 2003 to 17 May 2003
27 April 2003 to 3 May 2003
20 April 2003 to 26 April 2003
13 April 2003 to 19 April 2003
30 March 2003 to 5 April 2003
23 March 2003 to 29 March 2003
16 March 2003 to 22 March 2003
9 March 2003 to 15 March 2003
2 March 2003 to 8 March 2003
16 February 2003 to 22 February 2003
9 February 2003 to 15 February 2003
26 January 2003 to 1 February 2003
19 January 2003 to 25 January 2003
12 January 2003 to 18 January 2003
5 January 2003 to 11 January 2003
22 December 2002 to 28 December 2002
15 December 2002 to 21 December 2002
8 December 2002 to 14 December 2002
1 December 2002 to 7 December 2002
24 November 2002 to 30 November 2002
17 November 2002 to 23 November 2002
10 November 2002 to 16 November 2002
3 November 2002 to 9 November 2002
20 October 2002 to 26 October 2002
13 October 2002 to 19 October 2002
6 October 2002 to 12 October 2002
29 September 2002 to 5 October 2002
22 September 2002 to 28 September 2002
15 September 2002 to 21 September 2002
8 September 2002 to 14 September 2002
1 September 2002 to 7 September 2002
25 August 2002 to 31 August 2002
18 August 2002 to 24 August 2002
11 August 2002 to 17 August 2002
4 August 2002 to 10 August 2002
28 July 2002 to 3 August 2002
21 July 2002 to 27 July 2002
14 July 2002 to 20 July 2002
7 July 2002 to 13 July 2002
30 June 2002 to 6 July 2002
23 June 2002 to 29 June 2002
16 June 2002 to 22 June 2002
9 June 2002 to 15 June 2002
2 June 2002 to 8 June 2002
26 May 2002 to 1 June 2002
19 May 2002 to 25 May 2002
12 May 2002 to 18 May 2002
5 May 2002 to 11 May 2002
28 April 2002 to 4 May 2002
21 April 2002 to 27 April 2002
14 April 2002 to 20 April 2002
7 April 2002 to 13 April 2002
31 March 2002 to 6 April 2002
24 March 2002 to 30 March 2002
17 March 2002 to 23 March 2002
10 March 2002 to 16 March 2002
3 March 2002 to 9 March 2002
24 February 2002 to 2 March 2002
17 February 2002 to 23 February 2002
10 February 2002 to 16 February 2002
3 February 2002 to 9 February 2002
27 January 2002 to 2 February 2002
20 January 2002 to 26 January 2002
13 January 2002 to 19 January 2002

by entry name



26 December 2003: on to other procrastination techniques
13 December 2003: living with it
1 December 2003: please stay on the line, your call is important


6 November 2003: if i never loved i never would have cried


16 October 2003: reading list
5 October 2003: sorry, my pockets are empty


24 September 2003: fly-by
18 September 2003: getting ahead of myself
13 September 2003: bootstraps
8 September 2003: shaky foundations


27 August 2003: great big sloshy ideas
17 August 2003: bbbbbeeam me up Scotty
15 August 2003: shock of the new


29 July 2003: ping
17 July 2003: in which his parents embarrass him thoroughly
9 July 2003: the miscarriage of cool
6 July 2003: maybe it's the humidity
1 July 2003: gift of sight


16 June 2003: family vacation
12 June 2003: the utility of bunnies
6 June 2003: summertime, an' the livin'
1 June 2003: there but for the grace of grass


29 May 2003: late-nite
26 May 2003: sacrifice
16 May 2003: and unto this world
15 May 2003: which pigeonhole?
12 May 2003: black and white
11 May 2003:


28 April 2003: nothing profound today...
21 April 2003: choose your shoe
21 April 2003: an echeng moment
19 April 2003: i'm still here


31 March 2003: salad solves everything
30 March 2003: enjy the wasp
26 March 2003: politics: barfight
26 March 2003: amortization, depreciation, and itemized deductions
20 March 2003: glued to the radio
17 March 2003: politics: fence-straddling
10 March 2003: what are we hungry for?
5 March 2003: look


20 February 2003: the last innocent
15 February 2003: auntie valentine, uncle sam
10 February 2003: if clouds should gather
1 February 2003: the Columbia


28 January 2003: come on an' get in da boat, fish fish
26 January 2003: the world is my onion
23 January 2003: ghetto cuisine
16 January 2003: c'mon, make me think
14 January 2003: projection games
13 January 2003: the road to
9 January 2003: the culture tyro
9 January 2003: i need a pub
8 January 2003: so, young lady, what are your plans?
5 January 2003: insert non-cliched title here


24 December 2002: ties that bind
22 December 2002: i could never live there
21 December 2002: dream 89
17 December 2002: slings and arrows
14 December 2002: freedom's void
13 December 2002: baking tips from enjelani's kitchen
12 December 2002: time warps
11 December 2002: i do not want what i haven't got
9 December 2002: eating pins
8 December 2002: passing grip(p)e, part iii
7 December 2002: passing grip(p)e, part ii
6 December 2002: passing grip(p)e
4 December 2002: in my old age
4 December 2002: light or dark granite?
2 December 2002: irrational? me?


27 November 2002: saying grace
26 November 2002: attention span
21 November 2002: the return of room 201
20 November 2002: on privacy (a ramble)
18 November 2002: l'esprit
16 November 2002: stamps of approval
14 November 2002: one world, with drama
13 November 2002: since everyone else is masturbating
11 November 2002: sure it does
8 November 2002: it's all in your head
8 November 2002: the dull hum
8 November 2002: online fortune cookies
5 November 2002: goodbye and hello
4 November 2002: huh? part ii


26 October 2002: huh?
25 October 2002: girl versions
21 October 2002: +/-
17 October 2002: geek relapse (excerpts from a meme)
15 October 2002: good day, sunshine
14 October 2002: from the notepad
9 October 2002:
7 October 2002: gateways
4 October 2002: i saw elvis making crop circles
2 October 2002: who called?


28 September 2002: if i may sound cocky for a moment
24 September 2002: yay for cutting-edge universities
24 September 2002: m. mellow begins his blog!
23 September 2002: options
19 September 2002: sappy romantic interlude
13 September 2002: maman
11 September 2002: anniversary
10 September 2002: note to self
9 September 2002: the ex-girlfriend's engagement party
4 September 2002: time out


28 August 2002: morning constitutional
27 August 2002: if i were a fascist dictator (or: politics, part deux)
27 August 2002: politics
20 August 2002: uncertainty
16 August 2002: on call
13 August 2002: not that drawer, the other drawer!
12 August 2002: head against the table
9 August 2002: deep thought of the day
9 August 2002: be not proud
6 August 2002: i know! i'll make a sculpture!
6 August 2002: imposing form on formlessness
5 August 2002: minor discoveries
2 August 2002: on a more technical note
2 August 2002: warm fuzzies from the job #1 office
1 August 2002: sista


31 July 2002: liz has a livejournal!
31 July 2002: the job-as-relationship analogy
30 July 2002: a fine hostess i am
29 July 2002: monday mumbles
28 July 2002: my sister is a strange person
27 July 2002: gimme summadat nephron love babay
26 July 2002: lemurs are the best you can do?
25 July 2002: email from dad
25 July 2002: conversations with the past
25 July 2002: onward and upward
24 July 2002: when i was young and hopeful
24 July 2002: stretch
23 July 2002: hypochondria my foot
23 July 2002: dream 35
22 July 2002: thunderheads in my living room
19 July 2002: soapbox: on music
19 July 2002: mr. syndromes rocks my world
19 July 2002: half-asleep
18 July 2002: good old-fashioned family values
17 July 2002: samoootch
17 July 2002: today's blather, part iii
17 July 2002: much better
17 July 2002: blather
16 July 2002: negativity
8 July 2002: sappy as all hell
8 July 2002: a little monday-morning cynicism
5 July 2002: standards and protocols
4 July 2002: okay, so i'm dumb
3 July 2002: music :: memory
2 July 2002: feeding the questionnaire habit
2 July 2002: wish list
1 July 2002: crevasse-crossing: the continuing saga
1 July 2002: one, two...


29 June 2002: meeting moonpuddle
28 June 2002: weighing in, under god
27 June 2002: well, "less" mundane...
26 June 2002: mmm, domesticity
26 June 2002: practical babble
25 June 2002: on matrimony
25 June 2002: my private mythology
25 June 2002: photos (bad ones)
24 June 2002: boing boing boing
21 June 2002: mum's the word
21 June 2002: titles are an arbitrary obligation imposed by the system!
20 June 2002: cosmology
19 June 2002: the unprecedented generation
18 June 2002: request for comments
17 June 2002: perched on the well's edge
15 June 2002: jan garbarek/hilliard ensemble: officium
15 June 2002: technicolor has inspired me to brevity
14 June 2002: priorities
13 June 2002: in someone else's words
12 June 2002: that which cannot be named
5 June 2002: how many words is it worth to ya?
4 June 2002: caterina gets married!
3 June 2002: purpose, revisited


31 May 2002: inching toward solstice
30 May 2002: flotsam
29 May 2002: this month in harper's
29 May 2002: some assembly required
27 May 2002: the space-time continuum
25 May 2002: love me love me say that you love me
24 May 2002: and a three-legged dog
23 May 2002: disorderly list
17 May 2002: circlesong six
17 May 2002: under the dog-star sail
16 May 2002: and we'll figure it out from there
15 May 2002: to you, yes you
15 May 2002: meet the cleavers
14 May 2002: atticus finch lives!
13 May 2002: heyahowzitgoin
10 May 2002: halfway grown up
8 May 2002: sooner or later
7 May 2002: you over there, on the right
7 May 2002: fragmentation
4 May 2002: on the back stairwell
3 May 2002: homebody
1 May 2002: roundabout love letters


30 April 2002: state of suspension
29 April 2002: notes to self
26 April 2002: yaaaaaa
25 April 2002: tunnels
25 April 2002: danger danger
24 April 2002: gratitude
23 April 2002: productivity, baby
23 April 2002: stack and heap
22 April 2002: soapbox day
21 April 2002: wonderland
21 April 2002: sleeptalking
20 April 2002: oh, to be young and female
19 April 2002: blur
18 April 2002: off into the wild grey yonder
17 April 2002: living the real life
16 April 2002: i'd go to his funeral
15 April 2002: distance matters
15 April 2002: i'm so shallow
14 April 2002: could be
12 April 2002: more off-the-cuff
11 April 2002: gavel rap?
11 April 2002: like a fishing story
10 April 2002: three feet across
9 April 2002: no news
9 April 2002: antidotes
8 April 2002: temporary despair
6 April 2002: navigation
5 April 2002: fashion sense
4 April 2002: optimism
3 April 2002: oww
2 April 2002: ping
1 April 2002: a bumpkin's two cents
1 April 2002: misty morning


30 March 2002: atticus finch, where are you?
30 March 2002: cryptical
28 March 2002: slip
28 March 2002: that was fun! let's do it again!
27 March 2002: stream of consciousness
27 March 2002: wee hours
26 March 2002: zoom zoom zoom
21 March 2002: drink this
20 March 2002: you mean, really?
20 March 2002: sleep is for the weak
19 March 2002: yeeeahh i'm the tax maaaan
18 March 2002: through a glass, brightly
15 March 2002: brevity
14 March 2002: payday
13 March 2002: discounts on planet earth
12 March 2002: ...with flowers!
12 March 2002: whaddawewant?
12 March 2002: them's fighting words
11 March 2002: patterns
8 March 2002: feh!
7 March 2002: prog
7 March 2002: pick-up lines
6 March 2002: oh, the suspense
6 March 2002: god, period
5 March 2002: all the livelong day
5 March 2002: god and npr
4 March 2002: censoring


28 February 2002: voicemail from mom
28 February 2002: voicemail from dad
26 February 2002: shazam!
25 February 2002: just like sarah hughes
22 February 2002: D & D
22 February 2002: E & S converse
21 February 2002: self-help
20 February 2002: linkslinkslinks
20 February 2002: the name
19 February 2002: bravado
15 February 2002: words
14 February 2002: good day
13 February 2002: Internet addiction
12 February 2002: in protest
11 February 2002: breaking free
11 February 2002: quandary
8 February 2002: in my inbox
8 February 2002: on a far more pointless note
7 February 2002: inferiority complexes
6 February 2002: question marks
5 February 2002: a word, madam
5 February 2002: en donnant un baiser
5 February 2002: purpose
4 February 2002: flesh and bone
1 February 2002: freudy eudy oxen free


28 January 2002: beyond the veil
24 January 2002: not because i have to, but because i want to
23 January 2002: song infatuation
22 January 2002: masochistic streak
21 January 2002: PMS!
19 January 2002: minidrama
18 January 2002: fifty questions
18 January 2002: history lesson
17 January 2002: uploading