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6 April 2002 (Saturday): navigation

I am in over-thinking mode today. Feeling overly critical of myself and others and the whole human race in general. Mostly myself, though.

Maybe I'll feel better if I write about all the cool stuff I've done recently. A little resume set in a gilded frame to comfort the overachiever in me. But no, that would be humoring my pretentious side, and I'm not interested in that. Better just to go out and live. An old friend wants to go contradancing tonight, and right now the grass is singing in the sun.

I like maps: the terrain laid out as though I were flying overhead, waiting for me to decide where I want to dive for a closer look. I remember walking into Soren's room for the first time, back when we were barely friends, and wondering idly whether I'd ever become familiar with the objects contained in those four walls. Driving around apartment-hunting today, I had a similar feeling -- which one of these streets will be well-known to me, a year from now? What rows of trees and sidewalk curbs will imprint themselves in my memory, to conjure sweet pangs of nostalgia when I grow old?

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