the fallout shelter

the last embassy is closed, but we’re downstairs…

11/22/2011

quasi wabi sabi

Filed under: mucking about — enjelani @ 9:17 pm

A recurring thought lately: is the abhorrence of injustice, greed, corruption, ignorance…is this so different from the fear of death? A refusal to accept certain inevitabilities? A desire to sustain into perpetuity things that are meant to be finite?

This isn’t meant to be depressing—I don’t find it depressing, anyway. It gives us license to celebrate every partial victory, every small gain of wisdom. Decay and destruction have their rightful place. All we’re supposed to do is counterbalance. Maybe.

I seem to be getting more Buddhist as I go.

10/11/2011

notes to self re: strategy and self-interest

Filed under: reportage, musings — enjelani @ 10:46 pm

while I slowly make my way through this paper tonight…

Michael Porter is the real deal. I’ll admit I haven’t done much of the theoretical reading for Strategy class, but his “What is Strategy?” and “Strategy & Society: The Link Between Competitive Advantage and Corporate Social Responsibility” (with Mark Kramer) are such beautifully structured, engagingly written pieces. Really helpful ways of looking at what running a company is all about, how to know when you’re getting it right, and what you have to decide not to do to get it right.

Interestingly, tonight’s assignment—on Patagonia’s competitive strategy and environmental commitments—keeps triggering thoughts of Ayn Rand. More than anything, she seemed to abhor the idea of sacrifice: giving something up just because someone says you’re supposed to. There’s nothing noble about selflessness, she argued; what’s noble is the fair exchange. Swap out noble for sustainable (or maybe scalable) and you have Porter’s analysis in a nutshell. Corporate philanthropy is all well and good, but that can dry up at any time; what’s really powerful is when a company’s getting something of strategic importance out of what it’s doing. Unilever cares about farmers hit by climate change because that’s the first step in its supply chain. Microsoft invests in community college engineering programs because it can’t hire good programmers fast enough. FedEx lives or dies on fuel costs and emissions regulation, so it’s keen on building a hybrid truck fleet. When the bottom line is part of what’s at stake, the company can devote serious resources to making good things happen. Porter gets a bit fuzzier with this at times: American Express is smart to sponsor dance companies, he says, because a big part of its business is tourism and entertainment, so it needs a vibrant creative community. A tenuous link, in my opinion (does that mean AMEX should invest in the arts anywhere and everywhere its customers are?), but it still beats the image/PR motivation.

It reminds me of the touchiness I sense in Detroiters when the topic of revitalization comes up. We don’t need “saving,” they say sharply; we don’t need pity or charity. If you’re going to get involved, do it for yourself, because you see an opportunity here.

Of course, Rand’s fair exchange depends a lot on having an economic system that captures true costs (and benefits). And that, inevitably, requires regulation.

I read somewhere that Michael Porter advises countries as well as companies. Wonder how that’s worked out. I like the idea of governments understanding their strategic positions vis-a-vis other countries, whether their policies make sense for the overall strategy, what tradeoffs they’re consciously choosing.

9/26/2011

magical

Filed under: inward — enjelani @ 10:20 pm

I should be in bed. Eight hours, that was the new initiative of the week a few weeks back. Not sticking to it so well. Email is a full-time job.

Beginning to realize what’s missing from this absorbing, happy life: space for a magical self. Magical is a loaded word, and maybe that explains it all, really, that I feel so embarrassed to call it by its most accurate name. I miss having room for a masquerade-ball, roaming-the-streets-at-3-a.m., half-a-tab, aware-but-altered self. A chance to move through the palpable mystery of things, saying little and communicating much with total strangers. There’s been so much explaining lately. The unbridgeable gap between A and me came down to this: that we speak such different languages underneath our words, we could say pretty much exactly what we meant and still misunderstand each other. And school is all about explication—congealing your sense of things into bullets, models and diagrams, your life’s arc in one sentence, your core values in three words. Sticking your hand out to shake another’s and stating what your objectives are. This is useful; I’m not disparaging the process. Crystallizing can be beautiful. I’m just noticing what it’s not.

9/15/2011

analogous

Filed under: inward, mucking about — enjelani @ 7:42 pm

Enjelani : Malagenya
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responsibility : rootedness
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medicine : music
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marriage : independence
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corporate : nonprofit
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technology : meditation
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ambition : love
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scripted : improvised
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New York : Detroit

…I think.

Also, maybe:

way of nature : way of grace

1/10/2008

two time-sucks for your consideration

Filed under: trifling — enjelani @ 2:14 am

I keep trying to post something with, you know, substance. But that lofty aim got trumped by wrestling my half-dozen email inboxes into submission, which I have now done, and while that is neither art nor literature, it’s better for my Responsible Adult quotient.

And that leaves me license to share some wonderfully juvenile links. Maybe you’ve been there and done that already, but:

Jonathan Coulton quit his job as a software guy and now makes a living writing songs about offbeat stuff, including Flickr (with slideshow, of course) and Ikea. Recently his end credits song for the new video game Portal has been making the YouTube rounds. Naturally, he also blogs regularly, is a Creative Commons devotee and even links to the Firefox plugin that’ll let you rip his music for free. He’s the kind of geek who makes me love having grown up amongst engineers.

Thanks to Gaudior for the tip on Improv Everywhere, a candid-camera-esque guerrilla collective famous for its U2 rooftop concert a few years back. They’re still taking volunteers for this year’s annual no-pants subway ride. Some missions are on the mean-spirited side, but Ben Folds Fake is marvelous, as are the many layers of humor (pun intended) to be found in No Shirts.

Anything else I should avoid if I want to get any work done?

9/8/2007

if you have a few hours to spend guffawing

Filed under: trifling — enjelani @ 5:20 pm

Pictures I Like For A Variety Of Reasons is about as addictive as Engrish.com, only…well. Not always safe for work.

I don’t know why this makes me laugh so hard.

8/15/2007

links for gen granola

Filed under: reportage — enjelani @ 1:16 pm

Liquid CO2 “dry” cleaning apparently works better than that nasty perchloroethylene stuff anyway. And since it can use CO2 collected from industrial processes, it sometimes diverts carbon emissions from the atmosphere too.

I heart FreshDirect. Combined with the farmers market and the 24-hour hipster grocery down the street, I’m all set.

Stewart + Brown and Edun use organic textiles and ethically minded sourcing/labor to make clothes with actual styling details. Just when I thought there were only t-shirts and yoga pants out there in the world of “green” fashion…

And hey, if you buy used clothing, you’re recycling! I love it when being a cheapskate dovetails with environmentalism.

Bokashi composters let you toss almost any kind of kitchen scraps (meat, dairy) in with a microbe mix, which odorlessly turns them into compost over several weeks. In theory, anyway; I’m midway through my first bucket, so I’ll let you know how it goes.

Social Innovation Conversations and the Stanford Social Innovation Review are good for staying in the loop about social entrepreneurship, justice in economic policy, and other capitalism-with-a-soul topics. I think what I like about business, more than the activist sphere, is that it’s inherently optimistic—it sees a world full of opportunities rather than enemies. The MBA world attracts competitive types, people with the salesman’s gift, social butterflies, relentless chasers of numbers that signify success; when that kind of energy expands beyond profit margins and toward questions of human responsibility, some pretty cool things can happen.

6/11/2007

taking care

Filed under: musings — enjelani @ 3:09 pm

The latest in Profound Thoughts That Are Kind of Obvious:

Lay the groundwork first.

Everything worthwhile requires the accumulation of skill, background knowledge, the moving of basics into the realm of second nature. Drills, exercises and throwaway experiments are not wasted time; they’re essential to the process. Can’t be fluent unless you start learning vocabulary. Can’t dance until you can crawl.

The same goes for the mind-body: the energy to do the things I want to do comes from getting enough sleep, drinking water, eating good food, going outside and getting a bit out of breath. Everything is connected. My physical being is not an addendum to some abstract notion of who I am: it is who I am. Take care of that, and a lot of other things follow.

Relationships, too. Some rare connections are effortless and seem never to need maintenance, but everything else is a steady building of shared thoughts and experience. Remembering to call and ask how someone’s doing. Day-to-day becomes the big picture.

Sorry for the selfhelpy moment—I’m doing the equivalent of writing on the back of my hand. Just wanted it to go somewhere it wouldn’t wash off in the shower.

Any “well, duh” epiphanies for you lately?

3/18/2007

oh, to dig deeper

Filed under: musings — enjelani @ 5:35 pm

“[In] this modern era…a sound bite can be heard instantly around the world but a position paper is never read.”

I’ve changed my browser homepage to Google News. From sixteen time zones away, J continues to send links to great articles; Dad continues his steady supply of newspaper clippings; but I feel like I should start doing my own work in keeping abreast of things. The above quote comes from a Salon article about John McCain’s open-door, on-the-record policy with the media. Frustrating that politics is so seldom really about the issues—the speed of the news cycle seems to make it nearly impossible to have a sophisticated discussion. I think that’s why grad school continues to tug at me.

2/27/2007

dancing nancies

Filed under: musings — enjelani @ 4:06 am

Perhaps someday I will have a piano in my house, and I will not be up at four o’clock in the morning, mind buzzing in that particular way, realizing that a bit of never-yet-heard music has just curled up beyond my reach, given a little blue sigh, and dissolved back into the ether.

Or maybe last weekend I watched jazz pianists Keith Jarrett and Chick Corea play Mozart’s Concerto For Two Pianos & Orchestra, and what I’m really feeling is musical inadequacy in general.

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